Eventually, I want this page to be littered with photographs, sketches, and poetry that I can take, draw, and write myself. THis road I am going down is dangerous and very painful. I am trying so desperately to finish High school its not even funny. Still however is a part of me that really, truly wants to give up. If everyone wasn't watching me and if their disappointment wasn't so close to driving me insane, I would. I want so badly to leave, be on my own and get away. It is too bad the reality of life and frightful moments of adrenaline have sank in. I envy the people who took their lives I will tell you. However, I do not respect their choice either because as much as I know life is pure insanity, I know there is at least one small and beautiful moral in this lifetime I cherish. As long as I remember, which will be forever, I will not give up at a world that cries so desperately for help.